Well, it's the last lap towards the inauguration of Barack Obama into the Presidency of the USA. Well, I'm not quite too emotional bout it yet.. but dont wanna be one that missed out too much of it. /so im paying attention. i've not deceided what it means to me. just warming up to it.
The past few days have been terribly sluggish for me. Haven't achieved much in my opinion. i've just hit a road block on my true direction, where i should really be goin etc. just very frustrated. im still trying to get a hang of this thing. I have a hard time collecting as well. a real hard time. i dnt want to turn down stuff... and get forgotten, but then some ppl just not paying... its my fault really, im not 'aggressive enough' i think.
A crush/friend/ interest I have is going down a bad road right now, from my own eyes. that combined with my 'business' struggling, i am working up some renewed fervor to really focus on me and my future. but im not too good at thinking selfishly @ all. im still wanting to just keep giving of myself, indefinitely and move on. cant help it. sigh. but im trying to find that balance that works just for me. start my own foundation maybe? im considering joining the Rotaract too, but the next meeting isnt till next month. so we'll see.
SIGH... ill find my place... soon i hope. the world is in a recession, so im told. since im broke, it dont quite affect me much.
But i do have quite have an agenda for tomorrow. get some serious real stuff done. Tuesday ill be off to since i have a bandwagon to jump on.
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